I feel so lost, so small.
I don’t get how someone can be so horrible, and make you feel this bad?
I never thought for even a second that I’d have the capability to think these things and enjoy it. Maybe this is why everything is so alien to me right now.
It’s all going wrong, and I just don’t know what to do. I find no joy any more, not for a long period of time. I don’t feel like I’ll ever be happy again.